Oh yeah. I hate this. This...thing. This trust thing. I tried to trust. I tried to make myself trust. Through a year, I endeavored to force myself to learn trust. I kept giving my love back to God. And it hurt. And I cried. And etc. There are times God teaches you something. And there are times when God prepares to teach you something. Last year, He was preparing me to learn to trust, but I wasn't ready. This year, I started pursuing surrender. I wanted to know what it really meant to surrender your love to God, because I was at my wits end. Sorta. I kept finding ways out. Spending days thinking through it, thinking I'd found another resting spot, another course forward. Then there came a time where I was at my wits end. Totally. Nearly a month ago, now, surprisingly. I was...numb. Dead. In tears a lot. Completely. Dried. Up. I was advised a course of action over a three month period, and I prayed - and took it. I'm not going into too much detail at this p...
XD "How do you solve a problem like Maria"...are you wanting the lyrics to be sung while you walk down the aisle too?
ReplyDeleteBut of course! With How Do You Solve a Problem like Sian being sung instead! :P
ReplyDelete"How do you catch a cloud and pin it down." LOLIRL Hahaha!!! XD
ReplyDeleteKyle, be prepared, oh wait, nvmd, your going to Kiehl...
ZAC! Cut that out. *shakes head*
ReplyDeleteWhat's so funny? *sticks tongue out*
Sorry. I went too far.
ReplyDeleteIt's perfectly fine, quit worrying about it already! :)
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